I like to make lists when I cannot sleep.
I'm sure it doesn't help me sleep, but sometimes it makes me feel better about life in general. It's quite sad to think that no one besides me will read this, so if you do read this, please leave a cute comment starting with the words: "I am a pirate because...". I have a strange unfounded love and obsessions with pirates. anyway, I haven't decided what to list yet. I think I'll list my weekend list of things slash annoyances:

• I might like him again, now why on earth would that be?
• Does this other guy like me?
• Wow, now for the worries about guy number three for this weekend
• I feel like I made an ass of myself on Friday, probably coz I did
• I loved just having my girls over to chill <3
• why aren't my boys comfortable to come over and chill with me?
• Why am I more comfortable in the presence of boys? like, surely that can't be normal. I'm clearly a girl. But I just feel more at home and like I have to worry about less when I'm with the boys. which is ironic coz most girls worry more, about how they look what they're saying. Maybe I'm special. Or maybe I just have girl balls.
• Will i ever be able to drink Jack Daniel's again?
• Straight vodka was a terrible idea
• and of course my usual worries about not getting what I want out of school and consequently, life

If you read the above list, merci beacoup  and please complete the pirate comment thingy and I'll love you forever :) 

I shall blog again soon :) Love S, xoxo